Today, well I guess yesterday now, Noah and I went to see Peter Pan at the FOX. Peter Pan was the first thing I ever saw at the FOX back when I was a child. It was my favorite story as a child. My mom made me a costume, and I got a bottle of pixie dust one Christmas… I used to go running around outside jumping around my tree house, throwing the dust, and jumping off rocks…. I used to lay on my stomach in my swing and pretend I was flying. I would play with some of the neighborhood kids, and we would have sword fights with sticks. Those were the days… I still say if I could have one super power, I would choose the ability to fly. To be free like a bird… be able to go anywhere I want at any second of any day…. Just fly above everything and look down and at all the people who are going about their business. I wonder what the birds think of all the people running around, so busy and tied up in their own little world that they don’t even notice the bird or stop to smell the flowers. I wonder if they feel sorry for us. Perhaps their songs are their effort to get us to stop and notice the fact that we’re all moving too fast. That was a little bit of a tangent.
I’ve recently been thinking a lot about my skating. I made a little video recently of me skating, mostly when I was little, but it has a couple parts in it when I am older. God I miss it… My safe haven was the rink. I started ice skating when I was 8 years old. I skated at Stone Mountain until it closed. I was on a precision team (now called synch teams) that no one would give a home too. We practiced in parking lots, high school gyms, and rinks in other states at 1 and 2 am in the morning. We were all really young, but we loved it. Even without the ice, we still ruled every title that we competed for. We were national and world champs in 1996 in the ISIA division. We were pretty huge. We were on television a couple times, we were in magazines and newspapers, but then after worlds, people started talking about how this was to become an Olympic sport in the 2000’s. The coaches got way too serious, and we all be booked it out. I continued my solo skating at Parkaire and then Duluth, then stopped for a good while, and then started back when I was 16 and the rink opened up here. I coached some and took some lessons. Landed some double jumps, but never any triples… I only wish I could have stuck with it and been really great at it. I think my heart will always lie with skating. On those mornings when I skated and no one was on the ice… no one was watching… those mornings when it was just me and my head phones. Those were the times when I felt like I was truly alive. I was able to express myself, be one with the music, and just skate my heart out. For some reason I could never truly do that with other people watching. My last routine I was learning before I quit was to Moulin Rouge, a combination of “One Day I’ll Fly Away (remixed)”, “El Tango De Roxanne”, “Your Song”, and “Hindi Sad Diamonds” that I cut myself. It was the most beautiful program I had ever skated; it was so dramatic and elegant…. Vladimir let me choreograph myself… I wish I could have competed with that routine… I got lost when I skated it, I didn’t care if anyone was watching… I finally reached that point where I wasn’t self-conscience about it… then the damn rink closed, and I was too busy with college and everything else to drive an hour everyday for practice. They’re going to open two sheets of ice near my house again, but by the time it is up…. I will be in Savannah by then… driving an hour and half every time I want to skate to Charleston, South Carolina.
I got asked to join the top US synch team that trains in Massachusetts. There’s a video of them here. It’s kinda short and doesn’t show too much, but it’s all I could find. If they were in Savannah… I’d do it in a heartbeat. I guess it’s kinda cool that people in the synch skating world still know who our team was and still want us to join other teams.
I miss it. :(